Weight sometimes heavy sometimes light. In my case the norm is heavy! What do we see when we see ourselves in the mirror? Beauty? Sexy? Ugly? Blah? Everyone will see something different depending on there mood. Well my mood has changed and it is time I did something about it. In my case it all came down to the want to. 264lb today 7-20-2012 we will see if I really do have it in me to make this change.